I can't help feeling excited. I am not sure what it is but this year is the year for action and I am doing something about my life.
I guess I just realized that life is going to continue to pass by and its up to me to do something about how I spend it.
I know it may seem obvious to some but no matter how many times people had told me this it just never clicked till now: I am responsible for making Life the kind of Life I want to live.
Perhaps It's not a very philosophical reasoning, but it works for me. I can be sad and complain and do nothing but live a pretty ordinary boring life but Its up to me to spice it up. Throw in a little drama and adventure and just plain old happiness.
So I've started the plan still doing the final drafts on it but I think I am finally getting some where.
First of all I am going back to school I desperately want my masters degree, Why? I don't know maybe just so I can say I have it, perhaps because I feel it will make me a more mature individual or even just to do something. Which ever the reason I want to do it.
Secondly, I am going to send more stories to be published I can't really say I am an author if I don't get some rejection letter in my hands pretty soon.
I am going to let loose some more. I need to feel more of those moments of utter bliss when worries are nonexistent, Music, and nature and enjoy it all.
My Life MY control, I can, Hypothetically, sit and complain about that boy who seemed so sweet at first and then became a jerk. I can keep trying to be his friend despite his very successful attempts to make me cry or I can just shut the door in his face, by this I mean I don't need him to like me or be nice to me. And I an through with shedding tears in his name, He wants to be mean? FINE. I can be a pretty hard ass BITCH myself. Hypothetically..
So I am going to live a fabulous adventure filled happy life because I choose to. What do you choose?
I guess I just realized that life is going to continue to pass by and its up to me to do something about how I spend it.
I know it may seem obvious to some but no matter how many times people had told me this it just never clicked till now: I am responsible for making Life the kind of Life I want to live.
Perhaps It's not a very philosophical reasoning, but it works for me. I can be sad and complain and do nothing but live a pretty ordinary boring life but Its up to me to spice it up. Throw in a little drama and adventure and just plain old happiness.
So I've started the plan still doing the final drafts on it but I think I am finally getting some where.
First of all I am going back to school I desperately want my masters degree, Why? I don't know maybe just so I can say I have it, perhaps because I feel it will make me a more mature individual or even just to do something. Which ever the reason I want to do it.
Secondly, I am going to send more stories to be published I can't really say I am an author if I don't get some rejection letter in my hands pretty soon.
I am going to let loose some more. I need to feel more of those moments of utter bliss when worries are nonexistent, Music, and nature and enjoy it all.
My Life MY control, I can, Hypothetically, sit and complain about that boy who seemed so sweet at first and then became a jerk. I can keep trying to be his friend despite his very successful attempts to make me cry or I can just shut the door in his face, by this I mean I don't need him to like me or be nice to me. And I an through with shedding tears in his name, He wants to be mean? FINE. I can be a pretty hard ass BITCH myself. Hypothetically..
So I am going to live a fabulous adventure filled happy life because I choose to. What do you choose?
