Hate Isn't The Answer

What happened in Paris was horrible it brought back memories of other tragedies that the world has had to endure due to terrorism. It is beyond my comprehension how a person can cause that much damage, pain and death to other human beings, and cover its evil doing by claiming some sort of deranged religious reasoning.

The terror of Paris is now palpable in the whole world, in the middle of the tragedy it is very comforting to see how united people are with France, how we all feel so hurt by what happened that we are all praying for them, adding their flag to our Facebook picture, sending our love their way. I feel the pain too it was terrible, illogical and such a devastating event. 

But now on Facebook, and talking to other friends I've heard a lot of hate. 

And although being mad is completely normal, because such events should never happen anywhere, Hate is not the answer. The bad thing about Hate is that it isn't ever channeled just to the events in Paris, the hate is going all around. People, refugees are being blamed and its not fair.

The refugees are trying to escape the evilness as much as we are. We can't let fear take our humanity from us. Yes ISIS needs to be handled because people, terrorists like these won't stop until they have caused a lot more damage. Terrorist can't be allowed to continue to roam free making the entire world tremble.  And I am not going to pretend that I know all the answers as to how ISIS needs to be handled because I have absolutely no idea but what I do know is that Hate produces Hate.

Those refugees need our support, they were forced to leave their home, in terror, to take a hell of a journey all in the hope that this new location will bring peace, a chance for a normal life. We need to try to be human, lets try to leave our hate aside and focus on staying human. Don't let what happened in Paris make your fear turn in to hate. Don't let the terrorist win. Show your support for the victims. 

If you believe in God, Pray we need him. Now more then ever.

And if you don't believe well then believe in humanity support humanity by not hating, but instead supporting.  

28 Things I've Learned Since 1987

When I was younger I used to imagine that by the time I'd turn 28 I would have my whole life figured out. I imagined my self still living in El Paso Texas, definitely already married two kids and maybe one more on the way. a small house, nothing grand. Working from home (Yes, I know how lame to have envisioned myself as a simple stay at home mom, lol but hey it was what it was)

Yeah, that was a long time ago, now things aren't as clear, first of all I could never see myself back in El Paso. There is no way I want the stay at home mom job. If you'd told me back then that I'd be where I am today I would have freaked out! but you know I don't think I've ever felt more free!

Despite that nothing in my life went according to plan...Especailly this year:

First of all my Abuelito got sick, I almost lost him. And yeah I know many have lost their grandparents, but for me it was extra scary cause my abuelito  is more of dad to me than a normal grandpa. Ever since my parents divorced my abuelito has been my rock, he is always there for me, so almost losing him was the worst thing. Thank God he let me keep him for a while longer. yes he lost his leg, and my entire family's life has changed our schedules to now include, therapies, and other new jobs that I won't go in to detail today.

But it hasn't all been bad, I got to travel this year, for two amazing completely selfish months! I ate things I never thought to try, even Haggis, I met the most amazingly fun and nice people (From Australia, New Zeland and South Africa and Newfoundland and USA !!!). I saw things that will make my life bright and inspired. And I proved mostly to myself that I can do anything ! I am brave and I am not afraid of any bullshit that the world throws at me.

And yes I now have a debt so large that I might need to sell a kidney or something to pay it and yes I am currently unemployed but no one can take the experiences away and the memories that I so treasure.




















So here in no particular order the 28 things I've learned so far:

1 - Friends come in all sizes,types and kinds: From the one that has known you your whole life, and has stood with you in the moments of laughter like watching Awkward while eating fettuccine and drinking bottles of moscato and those moments when you go crazy and decide to angrily yell at her in the middle of the very crowded strip of las Vegas, The friends who you haven't seen since high school but that still hold a dear place in your heart cause they helped form the person you are today from the one that accepted to be your last minute chambelan, the one you would call just to ask what you should wear to the party, the one who kept your secrets even when one secret was about you having a mayor crush on her cousin. The friends that you could spend hours in a car just talking, The new friends the ones share the new believes like growing together in prayer and in faith. The ones who sat by your side as you cried your eyes out in the chapel after feeling the world fall over you. The friends who forced you to meet your first boyfriend even thou it didn't quite work out they still got you out of your comfort zone, the friends who helped you hold your hair while puking after a hard day of demon hunting. The new one that you met on a trip that shared laughs and adventure with you from almost losing a cruise in Greece or buying purses in Desigual, to eating pizza and calamari, those who are now across the other side of the world but that stay connected thru memories (and maybe facebook lol) The friends you have everything in common, and the one you have absolutely nothing in common. The ones who text all day and the ones who Facebook comment, the ones who call and the ones who only occasionally say hi. All these friends treasure them because in some way they helped you grow, and maybe just maybe you helped them to.

2 - People are always going to disappoint you if you expect something from them. Just learn to embrace the faults. the sooner you realize they don't want to hurt you its just the way they are the sooner you can get over it

3 - Strangers are just friends you haven't met. Except for those that aren't  (Yeah, not very insightful I know but hell, its true beware the lunatics but stay open for those who are worth it)

4 - A book becomes a part of you so beware what you read.

5 - Always do the things that scare you, I think those are the most fun.

6 - Life is ever changing the sooner you stop complaining and just go with the flow the faster it gets better

7- Pay attention to others advise, most of the time they speak from experience. Especially teachers, they want to show you because they actually care. Hell some teachers can even become your friends!

8 - Travel! Nothing in the world can compare! And the world is HUGE so start traveling as soon as possible. Trust me nothing is better than coming home after learnign seeing touching sniffing all the other things out there!

9 - Brothers (or sisters) are the absolute best! no one else knows the the things you've been thru as well as they have. no one else will love you despite the dark twisted things you think or do. No one else will stand by your side even if you are absolutely wrong

10 - Movies are a great escape of reality but beware they can suck you in so deep you might lose track of what really matters

11 - Coca-cola and Dr. Pepper are evil! First they make you addicted and then they make you fat, and give you gas and pimples and a false sensation of satisfaction. (Still one every other week is a guilty pleasure worth enjoying)

12 - Be honest. If you can't with the world at least be honest with yourself, you won't learn who you are any other way.

13 - The world is more fun if you let yourself believe in the impossible. (Mermaids, pixies, Rudolf, Bigfoot...)

14 - The best way to enjoy a movie is going to the premier! With friends.

15 - Be your own hero, no one else is going to rescue you. You aren't a Disney princess.Damsels in distress are so before Frozen

16- Be with someone you love, don't be with someone cause you feel you need them. Find someone who loves you, values you, respects you... if he doesn't don't be scared to be alone you can do it. Its better to be alone than trapped in a relationship that is dragging you down, suffocating you and manipulating you.

17 - Dance like no one is watching, sing like no one can hear!  Do what makes you happy who cares what others think! Don't be afraid to be called weird! embrace it! its who you are! normal is so boring!

18 - Stand for what you believe in. No cause is to small if you believe in it!

19 - You are never to old to wear a Halloween costume!

20 - Never stop planning future adventures but in the process don't forget to treasure the present (This one is easier said than done, but I am working on it!)

21 - Don't obsess over the thing you can't have, or the person who won't love you back. or over the fact that they discontinued your favorite tv series. In time things that mattered wont matter at all. Better learn the difference between what is a passing little craving, a momentary lapse in judgemnt and what and who will really matter in the long run!

22 - Parents aren't perfect but they love you with all they are capable of loving you. Show them you are capable of more.

23 - Your mom is the most important person in your life. This one sounds a little nerdy, or dorkish but you know what? its true. They might bug us with little things but in the end no friend will be as brutally honest as a mom can be. No person will love you despite the fact that you litterally ripped thru her vagina! Yelled at her all thru puberty and adolescence, broke her heart a million times. despite all of this mom's love you more each day. no matter how many fucked up things you say or do. So yeah I am proud to say my mommy is the most important person in my life

24 - Tequila is the best drink ever! you can pretty much drink it with anything!

25 - Rejection and betrayal hurt like being punched in the neck and then hanged by the hair on a flag pole for everyone to see. But you know what? who cares the moment passes. it helped you grow and next time you wont be as dumb.

26 - Everything is better in a musical.

27 - Show your appreciation, your love, your admiration. We all love hearing kind good meaningful words. so don't be selfish if you feel them for someone Share them. They might need them more than you think.

28 - Most important of all Trust God, Believe in God, Love God. Cause with Him all things are possible, every problem becomes small. Cause if God is by your side what can scare you? And yes, bad things will still happen to you, and yes your faith will tremble. but if you remain strong, trust me life gets brighter!

So hope you enjoy these stupid random things I've learned in my 28 years of life.

If not... I don't care... lol

I don't know when my last Birthday will be but I am excited for the rest of my life... Bring it On!

#hitlertrump #trumphitler

People Donald trumps campaign is only encouraging hate do we really want someone whose entire purpose revolves around destroying, mistreating and discriminating others? Didn't we learn from the consequences of the past? Didn't we see enough blood with Adolfo Hitler? We can still whitness the results of that campaign around the entire world, monuments, art, homes were destroyed, it was chaos, suffering pain, death of millions of innocents, young boys where all forced to fight and die for human dignity. Donald Trumps actions might seem like a joke to many, but it is no joke he is striving to become the new generation Hitler, don't take him lightly vote against him. 

Let's strife to be better, to Learn from our mistakes as humans lets not keep falling in to the same mistakes as our ancestors, vote against Donald Trump, he is the representation of what Hitler was, you might think I am exagerating but Hitler didn't start out big, just like Trump he began ranting first against Jews but by the end he had concentration camps! killed millions of people! anyone that got in his way was deleted the whole world felt the pain all because of the ideas of one egocentric maniac, so let us prove that humanity learned from its mistakes! vote against Trump, he is a monster and if you give him the chance he will bite your head off like the snake he is. 

Don't give him the power do not vote for Mr. Donald "Hitler" Trump

Let's prove that humanity is above such monstrosities don't vote for him!!!! 

Cute Guy

Second cute guy, I actually spoke to this one, he and his girlfriend came from Switzerland.

He had blue green eyes, at first he seemed kind of snobbish but after we talked they were a Very nice couple. Very adventurous 

Funny thing he thought Machu Picchu was in Mexico.  #lol

Gorgonzola Chicken

It was delicious I almost wanted to lick the plate! Okay fine I totally did !!! Stupid me forgot the name of the restaurant! 

Rose Petals

While in Split, I Decided to try Rose Petal Grapa, Dang was it strong! I began to feel flushed and light headed almost immediately, definitely worth trying !!! Its been fun with dad. I am glad we did this part of the trip together

Mother Mary

Loved this image of Holy Mary and child, it looks as if Mother Mary is teaching child Jesus about life, I know Jesus was wise since childhood because of that section in scripture that talks about him in the temple at age 12, but maybe Virgin Mary showed him things too, like all the human things!

Funny fact 86% of Croatia is Catholic! How cool is that???? !!!!

Mother of Dragons

I was surprised to find out Game of Thrones #GOT was filmed in Split, Croatia.  In an amazing fortress called Kliss.

Its up high in the mountain, any taxi is happy to take you up there. As you get there you get an amazing view of the whole town, its truly beautiful.

Once we got there I realized I would have to climb many many stairs, after Medjugoje I was exhausted to walk but just knowing I'd reach the streets of where Daenerys Targaryen  had stood was motivation enough. 

Once we reached the entrance the view begins to get even better, the mountain,  the breeze,  the ocean view,  and all the red roof little houses in the town. 

Once in the fortress everything in there is still mostly in the original state it was years ago! Rocks, holes everything its amazing I almost wanted to start playing that I was actually a soldier or you know Daenerys Targaryen!

On the almost top they have a small museum,  its tiny but it has ancient swords and ancient cloths.

The sun was so hot, so next time I come I am definitely bringing tons of cold water!!! Wish the bug was here. He'd love it!

Recognize it anyone?????

Sea Paradise

The Adriatic sea is amazing,  its beautifully hypnotized, we spent part of the days sitting on its rocky edge (split has practically no sand, its funny one small section has sand and its packed)

Simply sitting there was relaxing and the forest surrounding was so beautiful,  you can hear crickets all day long (and night) Chirping away, on a tour we took they said they only live for 24hours, make babies, pop them out and explote lol, and they are only in season during the summer the hotter the merrier lol.

Breakfast!

Yummy deliciousness!

Split Cat Infestation

Omg so we were strolling through the streets looking for our way back to the hotel after a long long tiresome day of much sightseeing when all of a sudden we stumbled in to a Cat nest! Seriously in Split Croatia cats everywhere!  And not little kitty size but huge fat almost panther looking Cats!!!! They are huge!!!
Thankfully like most cats these are very very lazy! They hardly move, in fact some lay on your path and with a stare they order You to move because they don't budge!

Just a little fun site !!!!

Between Mountains

The whole point of coming to Split was to actually be able to go to Medjugorje. For those of you who don't know,  Medjugorje which means "between mountains" is actually a little town in the middle of no where special,  a small little town in Bosnia and Herzegovina.

Why did I want to visit the Middle of no where? Why did I want to visit a lost third world little town, with terribly boiling hot weather?
Because in June 24, 1981 six children whitenessed the apparition of the Blessed Virgin Mary.  Not only then but many many more times since. It is a Holy place!!!

So on June 30, 2015 I was finally on my way there!!!

Unfortunately, things didn't start out as planned for one me and my dad were running super late, we ran and ran but we couldn't find the tour bus. I began to feel mad, mostly at my dad for having taken so long getting ready, I know my brother says I go crazy when people make me run late.   

Then I began to feel tears forming and I began to feel deeply sad, so just as I was about to give up hope of going I prayed, well not really a prayer all I thought in my heart was: "Mother Mary,  I want to see you.  I came all this way to see you,  don't you want to see me?"

As soon as I said this, 20 minutes after the bus supposed departure time we found them I felt joy in my heart,  maybe Virgin Mary wanted to see me? 

After stopping on the way at a memorial site for the fallen soldiers during the war with Yugoslavia,  we finally made it to Medjugorje.  It was super hot! Like being placed inside a recently served bowl of soup.

As soon as we arrived we walked towards the church.  Mass was ending and I felt disappointed that I had missed it, still we went in and everyone one began praying the rosary in Italian,  so we stayed and as soon as it ended another mass began!

I felt very loved! I got Mass!!! And communion!!! How could I ask for more?  

After mass, we walked thru town And I felt a bit saddened by how humans commercialize everything,  I mean there are many stores with rosary beads,  images, books, and a few new hotels.  I understand of course,  its understandable that people seek money any way they can, it feels wrong somehow.

So from the church we decided to walk towards the apparition site, Podbrdo.  Even after the information guy suggested a taxi, we decided to brave it up and walk there. I even thought to myself if I make it to the top it means my grandpa will make it thru his new transition (he had to have an amputation of his leg about three weeks ago)  I don't know if maybe by doing this it made things harder harsher but it was a long way up!

I lost my breath and had to stop in the middle of a sidewalk, gasping for air, I even began to see black dots, It was the worst I have ever felt. I thought I would faint. Thanks to my dad's insisting and to the desire to do it for my Grandpa I got back up and kept walking. 

I stopped again at a place called Cenaculo community, I can't tell you what it was cause I was again out of breath. My whole body aching and burning. My dad saw me so bad, he asked  a guy to sell me his fan, and the guy saw me (I am guessing I looked terrible) he gave me the fan for free. (All of this and I hadn't even began the walk up the apparition mountain).

We walked more, stopped and bought water, walked more and sat in a small shop at the foot of the mountain.  I filled with fret just at the site of the mountain,  it was steep, it was slippery and stones were sharp, loose, it looked demonic. I thought about not even starting the travel up, I thought to myself that I didn't need to go up, surely there was no reason for me to go up! 

Then I remembered what I had offered, for my grandpa I had to go up! If I didn't go all the way up probably nothing would have happened,  and maybe his health has nothing to do with me climbing up a mountain.  But I had offered this walk to Mary for him, and so the climb began.

It was the hardest thing I've ever had to do!  Every step was painful. The heat burning, water not quenching my thirst,  it was torture!!!

After sweat, tears, gasping for air and dramatic stops to catch my breath I made it! I did! All the way to the top!  I was able to pray at the place where the apparitions happened,  I was able to keep the promise I had made to Blessed Mary, and now I was at peace! Now I felt calmer,  the breeze at the top was delightful. My mom asked if it felt like a different kind of peace,  like maybe supernatural and I could have lied and said it did but it wasn't a divine kind of peace,  It was human.

But on the way down.  I felt completely joyous,  I don't know if it was divine joy but it wasn't entirely human,  it was more, it felt amazing to have been closer to where Mother Mary was and to come back. !!!

I am not sure I am explaining myself,  but its hard to explain things I don't fully understand myself. 

Would  I go back up? I don't think so, its way to exhausting, but I know it was a blessing to have been there and I will treasure the experience forever! 

Anyways far away from Texas that's for sure! 

First Views Split!!!

So first thing we did in Split was eat cause we were starving! The lovely employees from the hotel Globo gave us a free ride to a restaurant with an amazing view, it felt like nothing else in the entire world mattered,  as if peace and tranquility were eternal.  Its humid but not like Houston weather. The breeze of the sea, the chatter of the locals, who I cannot understand but that makes it all seem even more magical. 

It all still feels like a fairy tale of sorts can't believe I am not in Texas anymore.

Frankfurt

#firstcuteguy

So I promised a friend I would take pictures of all the cute guys I saw during my trip, the idea was to actually force me to talk to them. But at least while traveling with my dad the pictures will look more so stockerish anyway, I liked this guy not just cause of his serious professional attitude but because he gave his seat to an older women, he did it smiling and in a courteous manner.

First Stop; Split, Croatia

Split is beautiful seriously the ocean has a turquoise tonality that makes it look like some sort of make believe place.  You see the magic in the water as soon as your plane approaches and you know it will be an amazing visit.

The airport is tiny, as in there was so many people and so little space you couldn't move, totally different from Frankfurt which is huge!!!

Split has mountains, my dad totally said it looked like El Paso, I simple stared at him because we'll it's totally different it has mountains but green tree filled ones, and an ocean, an OCEAN!!! So yeah my dad must loves El Paso Texas but it can't even compare to Split!!!!

The hotel is not big, only 33 rooms, buts it's nice, it has super high ceilings, and people are very nice. The rooms are cute! 

Globo Hotel http://hotelglobo.com/ is also filled with amazing attentive personnel,  they really try to help you with anything you might need.  

Also the included breakfast is fantastic!  It has eggs, many types of cheese, olives, cold meats, bread. its truly amazing !!!

#longestflightever

On plane eight hours across the ocean con's and pro's 

Con legs are killing me! 

Con since I am poor I ride economy, way way in the back of the plane, tiny tiny space

Pro movie seleccion is amazing!!!!  Watched Marvels The Avengers Age of Ultron firkin exciting, Also watched Home Sheldon's voice on a squid looking ailien enjoyable. And Kingsmen OMG so much better than any Bond movie, sorry Pierce.

Pro food yummy, seriously brownie was chocolate heaven !!!! 

Con neck is also killing me, no position helps, 

Let's just put entire body aching in one big Con!

Pro I started watching the longest ride, hopeful will finish on fight back

Pro you can view the airplane cameras from different angles which makes the flight someone fun, I mean you can actually imagine yourself as the captain! 

Best Pro ever?

I am almost in EUROPE OMGGGGG

Correction just landed in Frankfurt Germany 

Airport

So at airport,  I was told to get here about three hours before flight becaUse of security.

I passed it in about five minutes.  Plane leaving at 3:50pm pray for me guys I am not a huge fan of airplanes.  !!!

My luggage was accepted without the extra charge so  that's awesome. 

So here is first selfie of trip with my dad!

The Day Has Arrived!!!

So in a few more hours I begin an exciting adventure!

I used my life savings (I've been working since I turned 18 so I had a bit saved up) to go on a two month adventure along the world.

Not so much around the world, but in a few selected countries of Europe.

I know its crazy!!!

Not only am I doing it for an insane amount of time, and not only did I quit my job and spent my life saving on it but I am doing it alone!!!  (Except for the first two weeks which my dad decided to tag along with) but after that I will be ALONE!!! for the first time I will leave my sheltered life to take a plunge in to the middle of literally no where!!! and see what happens!!!

I can't wait! I am beyond excited!  Nervous so nervous that I feel my stomach twisting inside, my head has a million thoughts an hour and I can't focus on a single one. I am so nervous!!! but hopefully it will be all that I am expecting and more, much much more!!!

Packing has been sooooooo hard, I can't pack!!!

Details along the way!!!

Rachel Platten - Fight Song (Official Video)

This song is Amazing!!!



I feel so empowered when I hear it!!!



Its becoming like a new Anthem!!!



 I mean check this section of the lyrics



"is is my fight song

Take back my life song

Prove I'm alright song

My power's turned on

Starting right now I'll be strong

I'll play my fight song

And I don't really care if nobody else believes

'Cause I've still got a lot of fight left in me" 



Doesn't it spark in you a ton of energy, energy that maybe you'd forgotten was inside you?



Its the kind of song that you want to wake up on a Monday morning when you just don't feel like leaving your covers!!! Its the kind of song to listen to before an exam, or after being dumped!!!



Songs like this are amazing and so undervalued... I am not saying other songs aren't as awesome, or that love songs arent just magical but songs like this, songs that push and inspire and empower!!! those are the kind of songs this world needs more of!!!



So Stand up guys, take your life back!!!! 



What are some songs that make you feel empowered???

Stop Defending Criminals!

For those who haven't yet seen the story it goes like this: In this past May,  Five kids between the ages of 12 to 15 invited a six year old boy called Christopher Raymundo Márquez Mora, to play. Then they tied him up, tortured him, while the poor child cried and bled. and after that had not been enough they killed him, and hid the body, the little bastards even helped the mother of the child look for the body, as if they had no clue what had happened to him. Finally and after getting contradicting testimonies, one of the boys cracked and confessed. 

So the thing is, that in Mexico you can't place in jail kids under the age of 14,  Mexico needs to change their age limit on judging children as adults, and they need to do it Now in this case to begin setting a precedent. Its not possible that of the five kids that violently tortured, murdered and hid the body of six year old Christopher only two of them will be punished. Apparently the other three because they are minors will only be sent to a reform school? Yeah, not possible!

It pissed me off the other day when I read about how the five children that brutally murdered Christopher were being called victims. Yes they do live surrounded by a society that is darkened with drugs, violence and hatred. But many kids in Mexico live in that situation and the majority don't do things like this because we all have free will, we are responsible for our own actions, those five need to be made responsible for their actions, and calling them victims isn't right for the true victim here Christopher! those five kids stopped being victims and became the monsters, they need to be punished, they need to be set as an example. \

I am sorry but I insist that the public has the right to know the names of these little monsters?  The public should be able to know their names for the safety of other children, in fact these five should not even be allowed near any other children, ever! Look I am not saying they should stick these kids with adult murderer but they should be punished, they can't allowed their actions to go on with no consequences.

http://www.excelsior.com.mx/nacional/2015/05/25/1025950

I Had a Dream

So last night I had a dream.

No not in the Martin Luther King Kind of way. My dream was really... STUPID

It was about a boy I knew in high school... Okay fine full disclosure, a Boy I was in love with in High school, He was my best friend, but to be honest I hadn't given him much thought in years. I can't even remember the last time I saw him, or even spoke to him. 

So the dream was set in London (1st thing that makes absolutely no sense! I have never been to London, and I really doubt he has ever been to London either. there is no reason for my dream to be in London, and yet we are there) in a pub no less (I have never been inside a pub so I am guessing my imaginative pub that looked old and ragged with wooden tables and sort of medieval vibe to it is not even a little bit accurate).

 He was there sitting next to me in a tux, those classic penguin ones (Why in a tux? No idea, I always preferred him more in jeans and t-shirt) He still looks like he did in high school, Very tall, his dirty blonde hair longer but otherwise the same. And in the dream my legs are weak as they usually were when I was around him, but even in my dream I know he shouldn't be there, Even in my dream it makes no sense that he is there.

I want to ask him why he is there? and What the hell we are doing in London!

Then just before I even speak to him I notice its not just him! There is a whole table like 30ft long with people I knew at one point in my life, everyone is in fancy outfits and outrages hats. I see the boy I bit in second grade (He is bigger but I recognize him) there is that boy who wore glasses but still teased me for wearing them myself, then there is my friend who was suppose to dance with me at my  XVera  but ended up breaking his leg! The two girls who never offered me a cigarette (Not that I smoke but its still nice to be offered some) My friend Clau is there! she is wearing our old high school uniform, and siting next to her ex from high school. Then on the other side of me are two girls, that look like cheerleader and who I have no clue of who they are but they are so happy to see me! You know since they are full of pep!!!

So after I focus again on the guy from high school, somehow he asks me to meet him after this (what ever it is) so we can catch up, I feel nervous, but I say yes. So apparently whatever event we were at is ending and as we get ready to go I tell him I'll catch up with him and I go exchanges info with the cheerleaders, (Again I don't know why but apparently we are going to have a blast at the coffee shop later!!!) So after I made a totally unnecessary stop, I catch up with him, he tells me he just needs to get some things from the gift shop, so in a round table he places rocks! like all shapes and sizes, but all in a ivory travertine color (I notice things like types of rocks and tiles since I work here) I tell him it looks heavy and then like five other guys, (One I recognize as the first guy ever to ask me to be his girlfriend, but the rest I have no clue of who they are ) They begin moving the table up some super steep and uneven staircase, (Also I am no longer in London, I am in Venice, I guess we all have teleportation in my dream) I don't even ask why we are moving a table filled with stones, I simply ask if it going to take long or not.

He gives me that grin that used to melt me in to a puddle in High School, and I apparently decide to wait while I play fuzball with another firend (Who I have no idea when he got there, nor how) As we play I begin to wonder if meeting him to catch up later might not be a good idea, after all he has his life, (Some how I know he has 4 boys and is married) and I have my life (Apparently I am suddenly wearing a flamenco dress, in my dream I dance flamenco, yeah that would never happen!)Still The grin, the eyes, the hair is enough to want me not to care and meet him.

Then a fat Italian guy, that looks very much like that guy from the lady and the tramp cartoon is chasing us because we weren't suppose to take the table, rocks start falling, people are screaming,  The guy from High school grabs my hand and we are off running! and birds are chirping, and everything looks further and further away! until I spot my ceiling, and I am still not sure where I am but those goddam birds keep chirping and suddenly I realize I am back in my room, waking up to my alarm clock, and I am feeling exhausted and as if I haven't slept a wink!

So yeah, STUPID DREAM!!!

Stupid Stupid Senseless Dream !!!

Geographic Tongue

So as you probably recall, I've been having to go to the dentist for the last weeks due to my implant falling out, and having to be replaced and fixed etcetera!

And as you also recall having a cute dentist working on my mouth made me start to wonder if dentitst enjoy kissing? Or do they notice weird bateria, and crooked teeth when they are on dates.

So here is what happened on my last appointment:

My dentist brought me in for a check up, and he is looking in my mouth with like two instruments and he is talking saying stuff like  "Oh good its healing nicely"

When all of a sudden he sounds really surprised and well weirdly excited and he says "Oh wow you have a geographic tongue!"

I am staring at him blankly cause well, I don't believe I've heard him correctly. I try to say "What?" Which since his hands are in my mouth comes out sounding like "Whaaaaoooot" He laughs and removes his hands from my mouth and finally I am able to ask "What?"

"You have a Geographic tongue, look please stick your tongue out" So then he and the assistant are both staring at my tongue, and he is pointing stuff out to her, like, "See how it looks like a little country?" My eyes must have looked panicked since, he immediately clarified "Oh its nothing to worry about, My wife (Yes he is married, sigh! all good men are) has Geographic tongue, It just means your tongue never looks the same. It sort of shifts"  I later went online and  found out it just makes me more sensible to things like spicy or hot, which might be the reason I don't like jalapeños or anything like that.

So I am laughing in relief that its nothing and then my dentist starts telling me about how when he was dating his wife, he pointed it out that she had a Geographic tongue, and how his wife got mad, and told him to never look at her mouth again! But on another date he did and he discovered a filling and that really made his future bride-to-be furious! But they are married so I am guessing the discomfort must have died down

So there you have it!, When dating a dentist beware he will give you an extensive mouth exam on each date!!! it has its pros and cons I guess.

For more Details on Geographical Tongue at:   http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/geographic-tongue/basics/definition/con-20027435

Monsters Roam Free, Disguised as Children

This little angel here is called Christopher Raymundo Márquez Mora, he was six years old.

At the age of six children should not know what fear is, they should think monsters only live in nightmares, children this age should be busy building forts and playing soccer, children this age should not know what pain is. But this little one wasn't so lucky as to have what six year old boys should have.
His last moments alive were filled with pain, angst, fear, and blood. He was brutally tortured and killed. He was attacked ferociously, and in his last moments he truly whiteness what evil is.

The scary part of the story is that he was killed by five other children ranging from the ages of 15 to 12.
The age of these evil monsters might save them from being tried as adults. And that is truly frightening because if these "Children" were capable of such actions at this age, what will they be capable of when they are older? How can anyone feel safe if monsters like this aren't taken care of.

One might argue that they didn't know what they were doing because of the young age they are at. But lets not kid ourselves, these actions are not the actions of people who don't know what they are doing, they are determine, decisive actions, They knowingly tricked the boy in to their hands. they knowingly threw rocks at him, they knowingly tied him up, they knowingly stabbed him twenty seven times, over and over, while little Christopher could only cry, then very analytically these five monsters hid the body in plastic bags and hid him. These five tried to hide their actions because they knew they had done evil, they had done the unspeakable, and they tried to get away with it they did every action freely, willingly, eagerly!

May the life of Christopher be honored, may justice prevail, may laws be changed to fit the crime, no matter who commits the crime. Because those so called children are no longer children, and they shouldn't be let free roaming the streets for their next victims.

Please share the story because the world needs to know who Christopher Raymundo Márquez Mora was. The people must know who committed these crimes (The names of the devils have not been released due to them being minors, if anyone knows who they are please publish their names they should not be protected just because of their age, they crossed the line they should face the consequences)


http://www.luiscardenaslopez.com/no-era-un-perro-era-un-nino/

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/centralamericaandthecaribbean/mexico/11613140/Group-of-Mexican-children-torture-and-kill-six-year-old-in-game-of-kidnap.html



Prayer our world needs prayers.

We might think its boring but not having God in our lives has taken our world to the deepest darkness, lets try to get some light back in the world. prayer! lots of prayer please!!!

#BestLittleBrotherEver #LilBug

I am very Excited!!!

Tomorrow is a BIG day!!!

My little Brother Finishes his Masters!!!  Next stop Medical School!!!

It still astonishes me that my little brother, the one who used to be obsessed with Yu-gi-oh Cards, and soccer (Well he is still obsess about this especially Messi). The same little brother who liked to sleep with a night light, and who loved Tom and Jerry cartoons. The same little brother who fell in to the San Antonio River Walk and had to walk about three blocks in soaked wet cloths, That same little rascal is finishing his Masters tomorrow!!!

I guess I always knew he was special, more than special he is suburb, brave!!!

He has a strength that I could never master, after all this is the same little brother who broke his arm from the monkey bars in second grade and despite seeing his bone popped out of his skin and he didn't shed a tear. I always knew he would get far, after all Its the same little brother who studied five minuets for a test and still got an A, the same little brother who stuck to his studies and gave his 110%
 This it the same little brother who would listen to my infinite number of heartaches and he never ones judged me, (Can't say the same for all the bastards that broke my heart) the same little brother who has a maturity beyond his years, The same little boy who has always question every thing a thousand times, because he has an unquenchable thirst for knowledge. And who despite exasperating me he always wants to know the WHY to everything,  and just cause doesn't constitute an answer in his world. He needs reason and logic, and I believe its what drives him the need to know! I find this quality truly admirable,

The same boy who was never scared to try new places and who is a faithful loyal friend.  The same little brother who has stuck with me through every important moment in my life, who has gone with my side by side through our parents divorce, thru the death of great friends, thru discovering the thrills of Disneyland the same little brother who has thought me to never stop believing, to fight for what you want despite the world telling you not to, who has shown forgiveness beyond anything I have ever comprehend

No it isn't a surprise that he has come this far, and he still wishes to continue, It isn't a surprise and yet I am still so in awe and and shocked  about how fast time flies and how my little brother grew and is tomorrow graduating from his Masters!!!!

This boy who really isn't a boy anymore, he is a man, who has fought his way through every adversity imaginable and all to get closer to that dream he has.

And what is his dream? He wants to be a doctor! And its not for the money its because in his most sincere heart he wants to help people. He believes in making your life all about the higher purpose, about helping without expecting anything in return, and he is willing to go thru exhausting studying, excruciating testing, get in to a seriously big money debt and a million other things just to get closer to that goal. Isn't it amazing that someone can be so Selfless!!!

 The same little brother who will probably kill me for writing a post about him, that same brother is going to get his Masters degree tomorrow and I couldn't be prouder!!!
                                                                                        (   Sorry Bug You know I love you.)

Disney Real Life Prince

I loved this Video from YouTube Its so true. !!!

I mean on the screen a Disney prince can be amazing, but in real life its all so creepy...

I mean Seriously poor Snow White!!! Aladdin is Homeless!!! Prince Charming has foot fetish!! Beast kidnapped her dad!!! And worst of all they are all on TINDER  !!!



When one grows up It is a little heartbreaking to discover that all the Disney stories we are fed as little girls

aren't actually how things work. A prince can sometimes be a jerk, a psycho, a douche.

Real love isn't magical it  requires real work, dedication and it will ever only work if both parties are willing to work on it.



So many days wasted away dreaming !!!



But I love that despite the childhood dreams being lost or shattered. Despite that as one grows one realizes one very important thing!!!



One doesn't need a man!!!



One is good being single!!! One can do millions of things while single!!! one can grab ones bags and travel the world on a whim!!! and as Queen Elsa says "It never bothered me anyway!!!"



Not meaning that I don't still love all things DISNEY !!! I do!!! I just know better now!!!

Do you enjoy Kissing? #hotdentist

So all Freaking week I have been going to different dentist trying to find one that can help me fix a tooth implant I had installed two years ago.



Word of advice NEVER GET A TOOTH IMPLANT...actually never get implants of any kind.



My tooth implant has caused nothing but trouble and money. The video on top kept popping up in my head through each appointment!!!



But anyways this post isn't about my oral and dental problems.



This post is because today my dentist was Hot!

Super cute and friendly!!!!

And well he is a dentist so duh he is smart!



But as I sat there on a chair and tried to give the cute dentist my best smile it all went down hill as soon as he started going inside my mouth.



It was so weird

I mean how can anyone flirt with a  cute male dentist when one is exposing ones gums and slobber is showing. I doubt it!

It's just Not Possible!

There is no way in hell that someone can look that close in to someones mouth and still find them in the least bit sexy or even cute. Oh well another man that I lost...sighhhh

There is nothing sexy about slobber unless you are a dog or something.

Dentists should not be so cute !!!

Its very agonizing to have a hansom man pocking around your teeth.

So The more I thought about it the more questions came to mind.



Like do dentist even enjoy kissing?


I mean they stare at mouths all day!

They get to see bloody gums, loose teeth, cavities, puss, and who knows what other gruesome things.
I kept imagining this cute doctor trying at all cost to avoid being kissed. because well What if all he could see was all the mouths bacteria and defects. Maybe he even saw the bacteria grow as the lips approach.

And what if he did kiss you, would he be trying to give you an exam with his mouth? like counting tooth number three is missing?



So If you are a dentist, I would really like to know do you enjoy kissing?

Tindering Continues

The Tinder Experiment continues

I have been matched with a lot of hot guys.
It really is a Ego boost to be matched with guys that I find so Hot.

Most guys however do not initiate conversation.
I have considered beginning the texting but its so easy for girls not to start, after all matches come so easily
one can have the luxury of waiting. Waiting to see if a guy comes up with he perfect line.

Most guys don't even right more then one sound. A simple "Hey" or "Hi" I almost imagine them with one hand up simply saying "HAO"

These guys as one can immediately tell are not great conversationalists. All looks no substance.

A few guys decide to start up with compliments like "Nice eyes"
But don't be fulled.

After that you get either the stalker type: The kind who after you say thank you seem to initiate a conversation but text you nonstop, and then all of the blue want to know your address your place of work and where do you like to hang out with your friends. I am not saying all guys a evil rapists but thins kind of aggressive attitude is usually what gets them to be unmatched.

We also have the secret creep type: This guy initiates with a sweet comment and get you talking and then all of a sudden they are saying things like "Oh I bet you like me munching on your ears.Oh yeah Sexy girl" These are the worst, its as if they use Tinder as their own personal Phone Sex thing. Yes I know its my own fault what did I expect from a Hook up app?

People I immediately swipe Left without hesitation:

If you have a Selfie with you with a Gun, because I am in constant fear of meeting and liking a murderer I am not going to choose the guy I KNOW has access to guns

If you have a shot of just your abdomen, Yes I get it you are really proud of your six pack but Dude come o that doesn't tell me if you are hansom? if you are funny, nothing. It only tells me you are obsessed with your abs and probably are a meat head, no offense.

If you have a picture of you giving me the finger, I mean seriously? I don't care how cute you are. If you give me the finger I swipe you Left!

If you say you want someone just as successful and ambitious as you. Cause well I don't date snobs. nor workaholics.

Who do I swipe right?

If you have Blue eyes! Yes I know its totally shallow but I've never met a guy in person with actual Blue eyes.

If you have a dog or pictures of you with your nieces or nephews

If you make me laugh either by what you wrote or a picture.

If you have pics that show me your hobbies, or the adventures you've had.



So yeah this whole Tinder thing is getting to crazy. I don't know its getting lame.

I should delete it.

I will Delete it

Right after the next Swipe!

TINDER EXPERIMENT

Have you heard about Tinder?

I had heard about it. The new Hook up app.

It didn't sound like something I wanted to try out.
Again being goody-two-shoes. But come on who wants to join an app that is promoted as a hook app?

I sure didn't.

Plus I'd started to watch this new T.V series called Eye Candy and there is this murderer who gets his victims from a site called Flirtual, which well to me seemed to be Tinder. So I refused to get on the App. It might be in everyone's phones but it would never be on mine. So I swore.

It wasn't when I accidentally discovered a dear friend using it (I will refrain from mentioning any names for anonymity) I made fun of this person. I mean I seriously made fun, and I am not normally the type of person to do so, well not a lot. But after that it began to bug me. Why use Tinder? I never hook up much less with random strangers. Could one find love on Tinder? I highly doubted it

So I had began Tindering with this guy. I explained it was my first time using it and he was kind enough to chat with me for a few days. He was sweet and funny and his pic looked cute, so as the days passed I thought it might actually be fun to meet him. I began to seriously consider it.

Well before I even had a chance to suggest this he texted this: 

Well, pretty fairy tale lady, I've finally decided what I want from this app and you seem too sweet and shy for the things I've decided on. Good luck and I wish you the best

So I guess that Tinder is most definitely a hook up app...

I thought about deleting it. but it sort of addicting. I am so in to the whole swiping thing it makes me feel powerful!!! 

I will most likely Delete it soon since I really don't believe any meaningful relationship could ever come out of it. But I might have a little more fun swiping first. I know most people on it are doing it to Hook up, but as I mentioned above I don't do random hook ups. So for me its all about the swiping!

Is it bad?

Maybe

But I am not really in to dating at the moment. My life has so much going on at the moment that I don't really feel in the mood to date anyone.

Not saying that I am completely closed about the idea of meeting Mr. Right I am just not in any hurry to meet him. And I know Tinder won't be where I find him but its fun to have strangers tell you are cute, a big ego boost, and its also safe to have it done from the distance of my phone!!! Have you heard how many weirdos are out there?

So yeah for now Tinder fits in perfectly at least for a few more days.

Are any of you guys having fun Tindering?

Where are you meeting Mr. or Mrs. Right?


  

Miryamella!!! A Modern Cinderella Dream Night

Day Two of the convention started off much better than the first day.

I got too see more designs and had a delicious turkey ham sandwich with Dijon mustard.

And then when the day was over we went back to our hotel and watched a movie. The 2004 Punisher movie, which sucks but is addictive to watch, there is something brilliant of driving the man who killed your entire family to kill his gay best friend out of  jealousy about him screwing his sexy wife and then at the end dragging his dying injured corpse thru a garage where exploding cars make it look like an actual hell.

I was really disappointed about that. Not the movie itself but that I actually had time to watch this movie instead of going to Disney, and hating myself for not bringing a bathing suit to at the very least enjoy a dip.

So When I was bored out of my mind and getting ready to put on my pj's. I was told I was invited to go to Dinner with my bosses!!!

I jumped at the idea cause I was dying to go out! I wanted to explore Orlando! I wanted to get to at least see the Disney fireworks, I wanted something besides staying couped in. So I rushed to my room and slipped in to my dream blue dress! I had bought this dress like two months ago but being the boring person that I usually am I hadn't had the opportunity to use it.

Yes I looked fabulous! (Or at the very least I felt fabulous) but it also was way more dressy than what my bosses were wearing. I didn't care! I wanted to flaunt it!

I was expecting there to be a whole bunch of people at the dinner we were attending. but no.
It was just my boss (Who I think its important to mention is also my uncle) my other boss and a friend of them, like an old boss or something.

We went down to the City Walk It was pouring rain, Which made me panic about my purse. See when you don't own a bunch of good stuff it makes you protect your only Michael Kors bag more than your hair or glasses. Plus I wore my only heels I'd taken to the trip which meant I had to walk super slow so my shoe wouldn't fall.

The rain slowed in to a nice chippy chippy and we got to enjoy the walk. Most everyone was leaving the Universal parks. It killed me to be so close from the Harry Potter Theme park and not be able to actually go in! I am definitely planning my next vacations there.

So Dinner was nice. We ate at the Hard Rock Cafe I was most definitely over dressed. Dinner was quite tasty but the company wasn't great I mean it  was nice but the three of them have known each other for years. They start talking, and joking and I have to piece together information to even pretend to understand what is going on. I was so bored! I didn't get to say more then a handful of words including: "Hello, Thank you, May I have the salt, and Excuse me" I have never felt more like a dumb blonde than during that dinner.

So by the end I was ready to rush to the hotel and sleep.

But as we walked back thru the City Walk my boss/uncle saw some clubs and decided it be fun for us to stop there and see where the night took us.

I am not a fan of clubs! no that's an understatement. I hate clubs, The music is way too loud to talk and the drinks are always so freaking expensive and never ever good. and I had shoes on that kept on falling!
Not only that but I was going clubbing not only with my bosses but with my uncle!!! Yes I was dreading the idea of going clubbing, but I couldn't exactly say that.

So first we took a look at this Bob Marley type of club, the music didn't sound so bad but when we took a look inside there were like five people in there, the only thing worst than a packed club is an empty club ! it look kind of like that scene from the movie Yes Man,  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RbB0apnfJWU
Just plain sad, hilarious but sad.

So We decided not to pay cover for that! and kept on walking. The more we walked the more I hoped that they would put the idea of clubbing behind and I could just forget the night. But then Salsa music began playing and my uncle got really excited! He asked "Miryam do you like Salsa" He asked it really excited so I couldn't blurt out a big NO as I wanted to so instead I just said I didn't know how to dance.

"Oh I don't dance either but I love watching people dance, Here in Florida there are a lot of Cubans and they are excellent dancers!" My uncle said excitedly as he walked us to the club.  I don't know if that fact is true about Cubans or not but I didn't really care I didn't want to be there. I make it a policy to not go clubbing with family members unless they are my age. So as I followed my uncle in to the club I was stopped by this petite browned hair girl, she stopped me so I'd show her my Id.

I normally don't mind being asked for my Id it makes me enjoy being young. But something of being the only person in the group being asked for it was just a little bit embarrassing. Not only that but I got so flushed and nervous that I showed the girl my hotel card instead of my Id. See the night did not look promising at all!!!

As we walked in we found a table with out chairs and we stood there. I ordered an Amaretto Sour. It isn't my favorite drink in the world but  it does the job and since I hardly ever go out drinking it is pretty much the only name I know. unless I have like a tequila shot, or something along those lines.
So we are there and everyone is quiet my uncle has such a sour larynx that he can't even talk anymore. The other guy there is super quiet, and serious and the only one acting really crazy is my other boss who wants me to go dance with her. I pretend I don't hear her and smile. Its believable enough cause the music is so loud.

Finally we get a hold of chairs and all I can do is observe. I  look at the cute guy standing with his arms crossed in the center of the dance floor and I am intrigued. He looks mysterious. That illusion dies as soon as he begins wobbling his head like an idiot. He not only cannot dance but he keeps on scaring the girls around him. Then there is the girl who is clearly her birthday. She is having a blast she switches partners and yells any time someone says something to her. Her outfit is pretty cool long on the back low cut on the front. flowy sort of dress. Then there is the lesbian couple standing right in front of us. The only reason I see them is cause the guy sitting with us stares at them in shocking eyes. They are caressing each others butts. I don't like watching anyone caressing each others butts. Its just not something I like. It doesn't matter if you are straight or gay can you please not do it in front of my table. I mean you do realize your butt is at the level of my table right? Who wants to see that!???

I turn to avoid he butt show when  I see him! Right after the but caresses. A tall guy with black hair like three piercings in his ears and a sleeve of tattoos. I like bad boys. I have never dated one but I like them. There is something enticing about a guy that breaks the rules. maybe I am your typical cliche of girl that thinks she can fix them. What ever it is I like to watch bad boys as they interact with the world. They have an air of power and egotism. I am staring at this guy for most of the night. Secretly wanting hims to come to my table and ask me to dance and then probably having to shoot him down, since I am not self destructive I like bad boys but I don't fall for them I might feel like I can handle them but I know I can't. Still I stare at him and fantasize about him asking me.

When all of a sudden I feel a stare at the back of my neck. I unconsciously turn to face a guy that can only be described as prince charming looking. but not that typical blonde hair one with the muscles and sword. More like the short dark hair. Light eyes that I think might be blue, and a smile that melts you in to a puddle.  I wonder how I hadn't noticed this Prince before.

I avert my eyes totally embarrassed that he caught me staring, when all of the sudden I realize He was the one staring first. I am not the one staking I am being stalked. I turn to him again and this time get a good look at his clean cut cloths. long sleeve shirt and again that smile.

I give half a smile and turn away again. I fear he wont come anywhere close to me due to my companions.
I begin to feel even worst then before when all of the sudden someone is at my ear, My prince! He asks me to dance in a low deep manly voice and I don't even have time to react when I hear my voice say yes. I know its instinctively cause my brain is telling me not to dance. I usually don't like to dance with strangers at clubs cause they usually try to caress  my butt, or pull me uncomfortably close,  Its always more like a battle than a dance. Plus I am a really really horrible dancer. I have zero coordination, if I had a penny for every time I've stepped on a guy's foot I'd be as rich as Taylor Swift or something. Yeah so best case scenario guys pull and twirl me like a ragged doll and I end up injuring other fellow dancers. Which is why I generally do not dance.

Still I found myself walking to the dance floor with prince charming. I tell him I don't know how to dance, and he says he doesn't either. He pulls me close, but keeps it respectful. His hand is at my back but he doesn't make an attempt to go lower. he begins swinging me and I can tell immediately that he can SO dance!!! He moves me with ease he turns and swirls me. But this time its different than other times, he is protecting me I don't bump in to anyone and  I don't step on anyone. Its as if he has some sort of magical power that all of a sudden makes me a less bad dancer. Still as a precaution I keep looking down at our feet

"My name is Max" The prince says and I can see how the name suits him. he pulls the hair out of my face as I tell him my name. We keep on dancing. He tries to ask more things but the music is louder here in the dance floor. He kisses my cheek, I am stunned. I felt the spark of chemistry immediately but I don't want him to kiss me. I don't kiss random strangers I don't know. But I can't move away he kisses my cheek again. and then he keeps swinging me. His hands stay respectfully in place and he doesn't make a move to kiss me more. We just dances he lifts my head "Don't look at your feet!. Dance with me what matters is the person not how they dance" I smile idiotically at him and then he says "There is that smile, I like your smile"
I can't stop smiling after that. Looking probably like a complete fool but I don't care cause Prince Charming likes my smile!!!

We dance until the lights go on. Its last call, he walks me to my table and stays there for a minute. He asks me if I am on vacation or work or if I live there. I explain I am on a business trip and that these are my bosses. I don't introduce him. He tells me he is from Naples, And I know he isn't from Italy because he doesn't have an accent so I assume there is a Naples, Fl or a Naples, TX or another USA Naples. I neglect to ask him any specifics. The nerves I have do not let me speak. But I like that he is still holding my hand.

He asks how long I am there for. I tell him I am leaving on the next day. He tells me he has a driver and asks if I need a ride back to my hotel. Part of me wants to say yes, cause I want to get to know more about this prince Max. But I say no. deciding to stay the good girl I am used to being. He respects that, he kisses my hand and says his goodbyes.

As soon as he is out of sight it dwells on me.

I don't know his last name.

I don't have an email, a Facebook not even a twitter.

I don't have any evidence of the most perfect guy ever except for my bosses and my uncle who are witnesses to the events

I wont ever see him again. which gives me a blue feeling. but the fact that he made my night a dream night remains. A perfect night to remind me that good guys are out there. a night that reminds me that I do look Amazing in Blue. A night that makes it true that anyone can be a princess and find her prince. A night that stays in my dreams even now. A night that well couldn't have been better. I was Miryamella for one night and it was totally Smashing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do wish I had a picture though.

#Blondie #NoNoPoo

OK That does it! I am quitting the No Poo Method.

Yes I know I am a wuss and I should have stuck with it for longer!

But when even my grandmother who loves my hair. Even she though my hair was looking lifeless and dull and not shine and bright like I normally have it as (Not trying to brag. OK maybe a little) When she first told me I was so mad (I am not good and being told the things I don't want to hear which is why I didn't listen to my mom the first five hundred times she said my hair was looking dull )

So after the crazed anger lowered in to a mild anger I began to read about the No Poo method again this time I searched for people against it. I was surprised that there were quite a few people who blamed the no poo method for their brittle dry hair. But still I denied it saying they hadn't man up and stuck on it for the six weeks for the adjustment period. And then I said well It will work for me!

But well I am not saying it didn't work because I did see a great improvement on my tips, they looked smoother less like hay more like actual hair. but the shine was disappearing with each day that passed, My hair was looking boring and less blonde.

So anyways now that the anger is gone completely I guess I can bring myself to accept that my hair is looking dull, and maybe it was the  I've come up with a compromise, I will stop washing my hair every day because well I do think it needs to breath from shampoo and conditioner every so often but When I shower I am totally using Shampoo again. What can I say I love the shine I only get from Shampoo.

So please let me know if it worked for you or if it didn't I want too see more opinions to see if I am making the right move here.